Friday, August 28, 2009

Bouncing nerves

So the last 2 days have been orientation for my grad school program. I am slightly overwhelmed. It's hard learning the info and details about a new school, its system, policies, etc. I'm pretty tired and worried about all the stuff I need to get done before classes start Wednesday. It seems like there's going to be a lot of reading involved for homework and class projects. I know I just graduated, so I should know how to do school still and all. But I'm a little nervous that grad school is a lot different from undergrad. I don't think I'll be able to procrastinate and slack as much. On top of that, I still desperately need a job... so money is one of the top things on my list of things to be worried about.

There are so many things to be worried about that it's hard to enjoy this beautiful city I've moved to now. Everywhere I look I wonder, "can I get a job there?" rather than "that's so cool" or "it's amazing." I feel like I'm whining constantly and am starting to feel stupid. I just hope it's not as bad as I think.

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